So…today is day three without the Rev and I have to say I think it’s finally sunk in that it’s not a joke and he’s not coming back. When I first found out at 11:14 PM, December 28th; I was…in a state of shock and disbelief. That disbelief hasn’t subsided until today. I feel so depressed…yet I should be happy since it’s New Years Eve. I should be happy I even got to see him live but I can’t help but wish I’d have met my favorite drummer of all time before his passing.
I agree with my friend Emily (@ebf92992) that, I won’t really be able to rest until I truly know what happened. We both agree that natural causes, isn’t the case. It had to be something else so hopefully the toxicology and drug reports come back with something, that can give us a little closure. I really hope that it’s not a suicide from excessive drinking or excessive drugs. I’d really like to think it wasn’t.
Anyway..Rev.. I’ll miss you man. Anytime I listen to A7X now, it just won’t be the same.. I’ll meet you one day, I promise.